Motherhood

Motherhood

Authors note

English is not my first language, prepare to dance through a few mispronunciations and misspellings.

Not in a million years did I know what I signed up for when I decided to become a mother..

“I’m glad I didn’t! “

I probably would have run for the hills!!

Truth be told, there are days I’ve locked myself into my room counting to a thousand just so I wouldn’t go back outside and whip some bottoms!

Then there are the days were I feel so much love and appreciation for this wonderful individuals that I have brought to this world and secretly admire..

Sometimes I’m not sure I feel I deserve them,

those are the days were the inner child in me screams

“I want to be selfish! “

“I need my space dammit! “

“Why can’t I do what I want for once!”

“ It’s quite laughable.. “

In the end I couldn’t or wouldn’t ask to trade for a different life.

In the end no matter how hard things seem in life or what the circumstances might be,

having these wonderful individuals in my life has been a life saver for me.

Today on Mother’s Day I Celebrate them

“My sweet Angels”